Gone

Hope I left a footprint in here

Doubts, doubts, doubts

Lastly, I've been trying to find an answer to a lot of questions going through my mind, and the only certain thing I know is that the only way not to worry is to carry on, to keep going day after day, keeping yourself busy. But that's not what I want. I want to face this difficulties, and I probably won't be able to solve anything, but at least I'll know I tried. What if I don't think about it? Will the problem solve itself? Of course not, but I'm amazed by how little thought people put into some things. Some people are able to put some decision off until there's no time to think about it and you have to trust your guts. I can't, I really wish I could, but I'm just incapable of waiting.
I tend to think that by sitting and stare at the trees, someone will break from the skies and give me an answer, but what else is there to do? I mean, I really can't try harder, I've given my 100%. I guess I'll have to keep thinking about it, but either way, I'm going to make a mistake. The point is making the least painful mistake. What a shitty thing to do